EMOTIONS

sometime for me its most of time i find peace and solace in others writing and can identify my own feeling in others writing,today is sunday and i am sitting infront of my pc felt like pouring something on my blog.emotions itself is a very critical thing, i find few people complain that i am emotional i need to be practical. and i wonder how its possible to modify your feeling,is that possible? for me ,i am hopelessly emotional so emotional that i get attached to all the things living or non living,i love my office computer,my penstand , my pens,and i saved all my books as i love them, my first love was life science and when i changed my stream to commerce i cried a lot. that may sound funny now but it was not funny then yes i see people are different i never found time to analyse how,but i think if i cant be someone else i have to be myself.i cant help but i have to get attached with everything,

my mind is blank now,no thoughts are coming nor they are going from my mind, i dont know what to say ,what to write, sometime i feel this as if i am lacking any kind of emotion or just observing my own emotion without observing them really. oh life let me live this moment..... something is there in my heart, which is reflecting in my tears, May be its a raw dream may be its madness , may be its my peace of mind but its beutiful so let me live for the moment