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No time

had no time to Hate - -BecauseThe Grave would hinder Me -- And Life was not soAmple ICould finish -- Enmity -- Nor had I time to Love - -But sinceSome Industry must be -- The little Toil of Love - -I thoughtBe large enough for Me -- By Emily Dickinson

Star Struck

anyone recognise him? he is John Abraham and the picture has been taken from my own cell phone.he had come to promote one of his movie in radio city some 5-6 months back,i was informed by one of my colleugue that john have come and i threwed all my work, but i was not the only one there were others also mainly girls.i dont know y i was so excited coz i m never a fan of john.anyways we stood infront of the office of radoi city the ofc is one floor above ours. we have 200 employee in our office and infront of the office we were atleast 60, it was difficult to wait we were probably counting seconds then suddenly one fat lady appered she was the one who convinced john to come to radiocity she said john have refused to come out and he is demanding backdoor exit ,one of my colleugue shouted we will not do anything we just want to see him once, the lady said no i would request you all to go to your ofces but who will listen whom. but i was thinking is he scared? even to face crowd of 60 peopl...

March 27

You can watch, read, or download information about almost anything these days.It pays, though, to discern between useful knowledge and that which merely clutters your life and takes up time that you'd rather spend on more profitable pursuits.

Understanding the misunderstood

we meet many people in diffrent walk of life, and if you are sensitive enough they make you realise something or other about yourself. You may be clear at your point but you are bound to be misunderstood by some, and you cant do anything about it because the harder you try the difficult it becomes.its not one way but can be two way also ,had we given eye to understand the misunderstood we might have been able to save few wonderful relationships, we give people lable like she is blunt, he is friendly,she is furious, he is egoistic and bla bla and then we roam around those label . its not that i have not given people label but just a realisation that had i not given certain lables i would saved few relationships............

Transformation

"You can Give up when something goes wrong, or you can let misfortune transform you into something better" Again my desk calender says that, i am happy that one of my colegue while leaving this organisation gifted this calendr to me it has no year only date, with different quote and my day @ office starts after changing the date and reading the quote first. thanks Frankie

Love

Let love blossom in your heart! let love grab your heart, shake it with passion and vigor,and infuse it with all the zest and joy for life that love has to give. says my desk calender today, i would like to add something, but never exepect anything in material sense coz love in itself is the biggest treasure of the world, if you can love with all your heart without expecting, you are away from all the winning and loosing, and above all you can attain purity of soul which will give you peace of mind............ :)

March 23, 2009

today is monday i am not getting any thought or idea to write and somewhere i have promised myself that i will write and try not to loose the continuity that i have gained with much effort. my desk calender says "before you judge another, think of your own last mistake" very true but difficult to practice coz we are given eyes which only look infront and ears which hers voice of others ofcourse there is inner eyes and soul which shows you your own face but how many can see and hear that is the big question mark. anyways i am not going deeply into anything coz i have got this big monday reporting to finish, so got to focus on that..................

happiness

Things are dead in themselves: we only give them life,and then like fools, we turn around and are afraid of them. But be not like certain fisherwomen, who caught in a storm on their way home from market, took refuge in the house of florist. they were lodged for the night in a room next to the garden where the air was full of frgrance of flowers. in vain did they try to rest, until one of their number suggested that they wet their fishy baskets and place their heads then they all fell into a sound sleep. the world is full of fish basket, we must not depend upon it for enjoyemnt.. From vivekananda.

Chiki the famous sweet

his name is chiki,chikis are one famous sweet from lonavala, people who goes for holiday there which most of the people in mumbai do coz the palce is nearby mumbai have to bring chiki.its religion here some distribute in office some distribute to neighbours and if they dont people have one point to complain u went to lonavala and dint brought chiki for us?anyways back to the point he is chiki he stays in worli and one of two sons from hankare family the elder one is abnormal so whole family have prayed for him so that he is normal and healthy.i too was in worli for two years and he was my neighbour he was one of my 4 kid friend , whenever i used to come from office they used to come running to me shouting" rima didi ali' means rima didi have come.they used to fight to sit on my lap and i used to try to accomodate all of them at the same time coz all were very special to me, that could be physically tiring but mentally very soothing, u feel loved u feel u are wanted by someone...

Untitled

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” by Neil gaiman

still in the office

sitting in the office and waiting for one information to copme from my team as i have to send it to my boss, the day was fun for today was our training day.enjoyed each moment of it. organised evry bit and participated with all my heart. it started with the training on forex an area i am always interested in and the trainer preeti was very clear about each concept, unlike many other times i was not sulking but i was participating ,asking questions, and then we had our pizza party whole team having lunch together is fun, i decided the menu :) and then the next session which was damn boring i felt like sleeping so i started swinging on my chair which one of my colegue pushed a bit to irritate me we just had some hearty laugh, thank god the trainer have not seen all these.and then i came out and my boss wanted to give me this report and asked if i can skip the training and our cfo also suggested to skip however i dint wanted, i sat on my place but have to go to training hearing loud laugh...

i cant talk

long back i went to my aunty's place. i loved to go to her coz she has got big joint family and i always stayed in nuclear one, many kids are there they all knows me, i used to be always with kids but with elders i was reserved they could find me always reading or sitting in the corner with poise, actually i used to observe them, i loved the kind of jokes they placed at each other, and as my habit is i was always learning .thats strange but i have a problem of thinking myself invisible "like me observing others but others cant see me".on the contrary now i realised that people wonders why this girl is so calm, she cant even say a single word.so i remember i went to terrace and as usual i was in my thoughts gazing the surrounding i dint even realised that one uncle came to me and asked why you are so calm, aloof? why dont you talk?.1st i was surprised that how one can notice me? then i got to answer because he asked, i said "uncle i cant talk" "mujhe bat kar...

He is there

Does god exist? the question often ocurr in my mind. when i was a kid i prayed something and put condition that if my wish was fulfilled, there would be assurance that he is there,and the things dint happen as per my wish, i cried and cried and thought that nobody is there to take care of us, but then there was countless times when i could feel his presence, few days back i saw one advertisement of insense stick, the girl was praying to god "please make me pass through the competetive exam" on the other hand the mother was praying for the same girl for her marriage. god must be getting these type of contradictary prayers every days and he also must have got confused if he fulfills one wish other wish will automatically get knocked off. thats kind of funny situation. now if we assume that he existed in form of body or individual the other group of people whose wish was unfufilled would have questioned his decision power may be thats why he decided to be invisible or formless.m...

Last Breath of life

i was thinking how people feel when they breath their last breath, but its difficult to think on others perspective, so i was thinking what i want to feel breathing last breath of my life, i want to feel happy contented, i want to feel whatever journey i had had in my life have never hurted a single soal, i worked hard and had plenty of holidays, enjoyed to the fullest level. i want to feel that i never let down a single person's expectation be it friend or family my parents.met my promises, had a clear foresight and was a wanderer also, for too much clarity makes life artificial.i want to think that the book of my life was as interesting as any of my favourite novels. i did mistakes and learned from them and never repeated them, i had failed many times but never let the failure take me to the grounds, i had success but never let the success go all over my head. i may have wouned my knees millian times but nevr let the race get affected by the wound, and that i was a simple lady w...

Life oh life

Life oh Life why you are so strange, you are so unpredictable, the other day i was flying high, up and up in the sky i thot i had wings, wings that can take me higher and higher, life oh life it was so beutiful then the other day i found that i was in illusion those were not wings ,and found my feet on ground, the ground full of thorns. life oh life you decided to show me the reality? life oh life tell me why you have dreams and reality both, why we like to be in dream, and why reality is so harsh and so different, why things does not happen as we wish? and if so why we wish things that are not going to happen? life oh life. why u created so many questions in mind and if u made the questions why dint you made atleast one who knows all the answers life oh life why you are so business mind you dont make any transactions for free, and why the prices are so high and there is no possibilty of bargain. life oh life

hope

trying to Consult my fears and thinking about my hopes and dreams. Thinking not about my frustrations, but about my unfulfilled potential. Concerning not with what i tried and failed in, but with what is still possible for me to do.

Escaping the reality

..one of the strongest motives that lead men to art and science is escape from everyday life with its painful crudity and hopeless dreariness, from the fetters of one's own ever-shifting desires. A finely tempered nature longs to escape from the personal life into the world of objective perception and thought The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed. Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocrities. The latter cannot understand it when a man does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses his intelligence. From Albert Einstein

blurred vision

there are times when you can not fool around with others and most importantly with yourself, right now the same is happening with me, as long as i remember i always knew what i am going to do next,for the focused girl i was i am not sure whether still i am, feeling like my life is going heywire here and there and i need one direction a direction which can give me ultimate peace, and i can feel yes this the way i want to go.whole day has been spent in silent thinking nothing, and feeling nothing but emptiness, sometime u r are in situation when you think so much that u think nothing u feel so much that u feel nothing,and all this is happening beacuse there is no vision, remember in one of interview i was asked a question where u find yourself in the next 3 years , professionaly the ansr is simple but personally its difficult, or both ways it is difficult because of the roller coaster ride the life is, u never know what is going to happen in the very next moment.probably i am leading to ...