EMOTIONS

Its my third day of complete idleness,i am advised by my doctor to take complete bed rest and i have had enough of everything i can with the limited capacity that i am having right now,i mean i am left with very few options like watching television,listening to music and checking few social networking sites,and all these things are not really helping me to any extent.like television, showing some travelling and exploring programme,where,the host had gone to manali and he was tasting few exotic dishes made of cheese and potatoes .He also showed one Italian lady running her own small hotel at the beautiful place in manali which was surrounded by greenery and hills and the host was tasting pizza with hot melting cheese . that made me more miserable so i switched off the television and tried to get some sleep ,but all i could think was those melting cheese and pizza .i started having strong urge only to order one for me but i cant as i am advised to stay away from even oil and spices at ...

building up some strength to write something meaningful, hopefully i will not end up writing something insane or awkward,sickness or illness time (which i am getting a lot these days almost every month i am falling sick ) Gives you real time to introspect a lot about yourself.you have no option but lie down on bed because you really don't have enough strength to do anything else even if you want to but thankfully i am having this net for company and i really don't know what subject i am going to write,its such a painful experience to not to be able to do anything hence since morning i am trying to kill my time doing odd things,tried reading one novel which mentioned about beautiful place called ubud in Indonesia,and then searched on the net the images about the place, at times i feel at this point of time all i want is to travel and travel to different places leaving everything behind, but that thought also dis not keep me engaged for long period, now i am feeling it difficult...